Monday, February 7, 2011
Or at least that's what I feel like. I'm having a boo-hoo, woe is me kind of week. I have no drive and I'm getting sorta down on myself. Maybe it's because my birthday was last week, but I don't think that's what it is. Age doesn't get to me, not really. I've just been very hard on myself for just about everything and I'm getting kind of sick of it. My house is a mess, I can't seem to get motivated to lose all this extra weight I carry along with me, I have so much it work on to get Annabelle up to speed for Kindergarten, still sorta fighting with my sister. Just pile it on top and I feel overwhelmed. Suffocating with all the stuff that I should and could and must do and no one to help me out. My corner is empty right now and I'm feeling worthless and stupid. I'm plannig on kicking my ass this week though and getting myself over myself. Hopefully I'll get back to a more hopeful me soon. Hopefully.